I got this dream of mine, it’s deep inside
It's always in my head
Can't sleep at night, not eatin’ right
You’re always in my head
I realize, I realize, that I ain't really perfect but i'm working to be
Everything you want from me

I wish you knew exactly how I felt, so I
I can be exactly like myself, no lie
Lately you’ve been heavy on my mind, and I
I’ve been kinda thinking something else, but

Back to life again, back to being friends
Back to real life, back to being pretend
Back to feeling like, things will never change
Cause I feel the same, most everyday, but you cant see my pain
You make me feel invisible

It all just seems so crazy how this came to be
I wish that you could feel this cause it's real to me
But lately its been feeling like there’s something off
I feel it everyday and it goes on and on

Back to life again, back to being friends
Back to real life, back to being pretend
Back to feeling like, things will never change
Cause I feel the same, most everyday, but you cant see my pain
You make me feel invisible

People wanna talk like they remember me
Remember all the things they said I'll never be
Remember all the dreams they said I'll never reach
Looking back on them like they a memory

I remember every moment
So if you didnt rep me then u let me be alone with
Thoughts of me never making it
Contemplating my choices
Got me struggling with depression, anxiety, inner voices
If you only knew the shit that I do to battle it daily
You would never take a second to bury or try to play me
My melodics be psychotic ironically kinda crazy
And if it wasn't for the north, nah that kinda shit made me, listen
Low wick on every candlestick
Cuz all I really want is somebody to be romantic with
Take the conversation to places where we can channel it
Into a better a love i don’t know maybe i'm rambling’
Couldn't picture life without her so picked up my pen an drew it
Threw my heart into my lyrics, emotions that got me thru it
Learned some knowledge from my college, abolished it, I don't use it
I dont want no regular life, fuck that shit I can do this, ay

People wanna talk like they remember me
Remember all the things they said I'll never be
Remember all the dreams they said I'll never reach
Looking back on them like they a memory